Balance? Two Short Poems

Drowsy daze
It's all a haze
What's that? It's morning?
What's that? Should I get up? Read in bed? Sleep a little longer? And...not...make the bed
...yet?

The day emerges
Met with un-urgent urges
To sip
To sigh

To let time not fly by

No race
No place(s)
Just home
Just chair

With pillow, or not
With purpose, with soft---ness

Just rest rest rest
Just breathe in ,,,, and out

What's next?

Who cares?

What time is it?
(For what?
Cause what's time?
It's...lost in the haze
Till the drowsy days...is......done)


******


Drowsy days
It's all a race
To get it done
To get it made

Wake up at dawn
Eat and run
The race won't stall
The race won't wait

Go this and go there
Faster faster, and fast-er

No chairs
No futons
No---comfy spots

Just go go go
Just don't don't stop

Like a rubber band snap-stretched
Like a cup at the edge
To the tipping point

To the brink-ed yawn

Of the welcome pillow ,,,,
Of exhaustion








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